Two personalities

I was staying at home yesterday due to my little but annoying injury on my thumb.... So, I spent almost the whole day chatting with my friends. There is one friend, who I seldom see as her time not compatible with mine. Hahahaha... Kidding... Well, her time is a lot more flexible than mine, so it is a bit hard for us to match our free time to see each other. So, anyway, after some chit chat for several hours, she finally asked something to me. She said that I am like a person with different on personalities. I am more cheerful and high spirited while on my blog I am this bitter person who has lost the energy to live. So, she is wondering was it because she has no sense at all towards my true feeling ... I told her that when I am around my friend, I feel so excited and alive. Often I wish that I could stop the time whenever I am around my friend. But when I am alone with my thoughts, the gloomy feeling inside of me coming out and it drive me to write my bitter feeling on my diary. Hmm..., now I think we can unerstand why I am always the one who excitedly arrange a gathering with my friends... I just hate being alone ... ^_^ Being with my friends, make me at ease.