Tiresome

The year 2008 is really a tough one. Not only I hv 2 face the fact that i am totally clueless with my future (job, love, life), I hv 2 deal with both of my parents being sick. Smtimes I wonder why all of these are happenning 2 me. But then again, I could never got any satisfying answer. I do not think I am allowed 2 ask 4 better future. I am tired, sad, defeated, frustrated, giving up.