Be careful with what you wish for

The above line is taken from one of Chris Daughtry's song: HOME. It said becareful what you wish for, 'cause you might just get it all, even things that you don't want...

Well, I do get what I wish for... Loosing weight for about 10 kg since December 2007. But I loose my weight not because I did my diet successfully. But because I am too exhausted taking care of my Mom...

Part of it, I am happy of course. I can use my old pants, dress, skirt,... but I do not have the time to browse the mall, looking for something new to wear... And I can't do that, because my mind is on my Mom... Even when I finally went to wach the movie with my friend, I can not fully enjoy it...

I do not know when she is going to recover... Now, suddenly, my world is getting smaller... All my environment are just my home, office and hospital...

Wondering, if I wish her to get better, what other things that I do not want but eventually I am going to get it?